They say it's MY birthday

I recently turned the big 4-0, that's right 40.

And amazingly, I feel - nothing. It passed with barely a whimper. I made a few jokes about it, but there really was no impact to me about it. A few people have said they don't actually believe I am 40, which is nice.

I'm actually a little disappointed in 40 so far. I expected something, not sure what, but something. Maybe the key to some new bit of wisdom or a memebership to a hidden fraternity, but...there is nothing. It's just like 39. I wanted some kind of payoff - now I just feel let down about the whole thing.

Oh well, I guess I just go on being me at 40.